Official Start Time: 9:30 p.m.
Date: 11/14/08
Official End Time: 11:30 p.m.
The last few days have been horrendous. It seems like I can't get anything right and the horse I once rode so majestically has kicked me off and ran away. It wasn't even a week ago that I had members coming into the site by the hundreds and most elements in my life going they way I wanted them to. But now that the momentum has fallen and I am on foot I'm scared that I the light at the end of this tunnel isn't really there. That I'm trapped and have ran out of ideas to bring more members to the site and more importantly accomplish the major goals in my life. The brick walls are finally coming and boy are they hitting hard. Never before have I felt such disgusts. I've works so hard and yet I haven't worked hard enough. I didn't focus and now I'm paying the price. There's no way that I can meet my initial goal for this month and even more likely my goal for the end of the year. I have failed those I owe so much and those I promised so much to. But I am not defeated. I will prove that I am resourceful and will do my best to meet my goal and see the light at the end of this tunnel.
"If at first you don't succeed, redefine success." I know that the challenges that lay ahead are more than I can handle. That accomplishing any of these goals would have to be one of the greatest accomplishments I have ever made. But I must shoot for the stars and not limit myself to the restrictions that stand in my way. I believe that I am capable of doing something great and wonderful. That I can make a difference in my community. And that this project is only the first of many. That life will only continue to get harder and that I have to not only meet the bar but raise it. I have to prove that I can take the challenges that life throws at me. That this isn't just some idea composed of false ambition, but a dream as pure as the water we drink. An idea that would define a person's future and his ability to succeed or fail where others have tried. I will make the difference that stands in my way and make sure that I can see the light at the end of the tunnel. That what I'm doing now is not in vein and has purpose. There's still time for many things to unroll and I can't jump to conclusions and call the game before all the points are counted up. I must remain positive and continue looking for the next big thing.
Date: 11/14/08
Official End Time: 11:30 p.m.
The last few days have been horrendous. It seems like I can't get anything right and the horse I once rode so majestically has kicked me off and ran away. It wasn't even a week ago that I had members coming into the site by the hundreds and most elements in my life going they way I wanted them to. But now that the momentum has fallen and I am on foot I'm scared that I the light at the end of this tunnel isn't really there. That I'm trapped and have ran out of ideas to bring more members to the site and more importantly accomplish the major goals in my life. The brick walls are finally coming and boy are they hitting hard. Never before have I felt such disgusts. I've works so hard and yet I haven't worked hard enough. I didn't focus and now I'm paying the price. There's no way that I can meet my initial goal for this month and even more likely my goal for the end of the year. I have failed those I owe so much and those I promised so much to. But I am not defeated. I will prove that I am resourceful and will do my best to meet my goal and see the light at the end of this tunnel.
"If at first you don't succeed, redefine success." I know that the challenges that lay ahead are more than I can handle. That accomplishing any of these goals would have to be one of the greatest accomplishments I have ever made. But I must shoot for the stars and not limit myself to the restrictions that stand in my way. I believe that I am capable of doing something great and wonderful. That I can make a difference in my community. And that this project is only the first of many. That life will only continue to get harder and that I have to not only meet the bar but raise it. I have to prove that I can take the challenges that life throws at me. That this isn't just some idea composed of false ambition, but a dream as pure as the water we drink. An idea that would define a person's future and his ability to succeed or fail where others have tried. I will make the difference that stands in my way and make sure that I can see the light at the end of the tunnel. That what I'm doing now is not in vein and has purpose. There's still time for many things to unroll and I can't jump to conclusions and call the game before all the points are counted up. I must remain positive and continue looking for the next big thing.
Sincerely, Hector Guzman
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